Amala Paul Shares Some Emotional Words After Losing Her Father To Cancer

Amala Paul has been in the news a lot lately, and all for good reasons.  The beautiful actress was recently in the news when pictures of her wedding to her boyfriend, Bhavninder Singh went viral on social media.   The pictures were posted by Bhavninder Singh, but were deleted a little later, but not before tabloids got hold of the pictures.

Amala Paul recently posted a heart wrenching post on Instagram describing her emotions after losing her father, Paul Varghese to cancer in January.  SInce then, the actress has been trying to cope with the depression along with her mother Annice Paul. Talking about her emotions “LOSING A PARENT is a feeling that cannot be described, it’s a MAJOR DOWNFALL and you begin to TRANSCEND into the UNKNOWN DARKNESS and experience varied emotions. Losing my PAPPA to CANCER OPENED a whole new DIMENSION IN MY LIFE. It made me realize so many things (sic.)”

 

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LOSING A PARENT is a feeling that cannot be described, it’s a MAJOR DOWNFALL and you begin to TRANSCEND into the UNKNOWN DARKNESS and experience varied emotions. Losing my PAPPA to CANCER OPENED a whole new DIMENSION IN MY LIFE. It made me realize so many things. Here’s one such thought! . We live in a big beautiful world. Like the Yin to the Yang, we also live in a world carved out by ‘SOCIETAL NORMS’ that DICTATE our EVERY MOVE and EVERY THOUGHT. We start getting CONDITIONED from a very YOUNG AGE and SHUT OURSELVES through the TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES and LOCK parts of our INNER-CHILD in to these BOXES. . Unfortunately in the RAT RACE TO THE TOP, we often AREN’T TAUGHT to LOVE OURSELVES. We don’t ALLOW ourselves to OPEN THESE BOXES and HEAL our INNER-CHILD from these TRAUMAS and conditioning. . We shift from RELATIONSHIP after RELATIONSHIP, craving for company and searching for the missing ‘HALF’ in PEOPLE, THINGS, CAREER, SUBSTANCES, MOMENTARY PLEASURES, EXPERIENCES all a mean to ESCAPE OUR TRUE-SELVES only to be left more emptied. . WHEN WILL WE LEARN TO LOVE OURSELVES AS A ‘WHOLE’ AND FULLY EMBRACE THE DARK, LIGHT, GOOD, BAD, HAPPINESS, EMPTINESS, VULNERABILITIES ,PAIN, INSECURITIES, FEARS ? . Yes I have decided to WHOLEHEARTEDLY accept this and COURAGEOUSLY WALK THE PATH LESS TRAVELED.. no more ESCAPE! . MOST IMP – THE WOMEN we grew up looking up to have forgotten that they’re as important as their family. Our MOTHERS have really forgotten to LOVE THEMSELVES, let alone HEALING!! They spend their whole life taking care of their HUSBAND, CHILDREN, FAMILY and NEVER FOR ONCE STOP to do SOMETHING for THEMSELVES. It’s our responsibility to educate and make them understand about loving and nurturing their INNER-SELF BEFORE THEY LOSE THEMSELVES FOREVER!! I almost lost myself and my mom to the verge of DEPRESSION but here we are gearing up to FLY LIKE A PHOENIX in to transformation THROUGH LOVE AND HEALING. . Thanks to my constant support system, my dearest BROTHER for all that he is and especially for making my CHILDHOOD TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES very entertaining and still continuing to do that 😂🙄💙 Lots of love and healing to all the broken hearts 💟

A post shared by Amala Paul ✨ (@amalapaul) on Apr 1, 2020 at 5:31am PDT

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It is obvious that losing her father affected Amala Paul a  lot but it is also heartwarming to see Amala Paul and her mother trying to come out of the ordel stronger.  Amala Paul’s recent marriage to Bhavninder Singh is also another good news considering that she had a divorce earlier with A.L Vijay.  In a recent interview A.L. Vijay’s father, A.L. Azhagappan, revealed shocking details about what he believes is a reason for the divorce of his son Vijay and Amala Paul.  He revealed Dhanush offered Amala Paul a role in the movie Amma Kanakku, which she decided to take up.  This came her way after the actress had already decided to quit acting post her wedding to Vijay. 

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Amala Paul will next be seen in a Telugu remake of the popular Netflix show Lust Stories.  Latest news is that Amala Paul let go of a role in Mani Ratnam’s magnum opus Ponniyin Selvan, because she believes she may not be able to do justice to the role.